Let’s get the facts straight! You are doing this because you want things to change, not because you think it is a desirable thing to do. Everything else you have tried is not producing a result, and results are definitely needed. But might you also be doing this because you want it to be known that you are doing your best? Let go of the need for approval. But equally, recognise that the change that you want is desirable. So in a way, so too is what you are doing. Hold your nose and get on with it!
Tithi: Shukla Panchami