You can’t stop the onset of chaos. It is a force of nature meant to stir the growth of Consciousness. But you cann be aware of how you respond to it. But then again, sometimes too aware! You are blaming yourself a bit about your handling of a specific situation that ultimately was beyond your control. It’s like blaming yourself for not stopping the wind or not being able to stop the rain from falling. You did your part! Now keep your mind open and learn from the results!
Tithi: Shukla Shashti