Though the conditions may not be right, try as you might you are giving it your all! It is a matter of acceptance that you cannot control the outcome! Be grateful for that as otherwise things might get bumbled beyond control! But equally know that it is the trying that is what is important now. There is a bond, and you cannot break it! There is a responsibility, and you must honour it! Thankfully, you are glad to do so!
Tithi: Krishna Shashthi