It would seem that through no real fault of your own, you have been approaching your situation in the wrong manner! You can see that now and are striving to cooperate. Yet cooperation does not always yield immediate movement. Things take time to gain momentum and in the meantime you simply need to accept that this is the pace you can move at for now! Yet the fire burning within you is prompting you to do something bigger. Understand that as merely a play of the mind that thinks it should do something radicl rather than something right!
Tithi: Krishna Pratipada