Wishing something hadn’t happened will not take away the fact that it did! There’s no use in focusing upon the past other than for a moment in order to right your course. One part of you wonders whether a complete 180 degree turn around in stance is required. But, I think we both know that is a bit drastic! You are heading in the right direction. It’s just that for true progress to happen, an old pattern has to be relinquished. It matters enough that the commitment is there. Perfection will come with time. Be patient enough to allow the process.
Tithi: Shukla Chaturthi